Poetic Jargon For The Mind

Listening to Soul Survivor (feat. Akon) by Young Jeezy

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:52:11 -0400

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Thu, 09 May 2013 22:48:01 -0400

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Mon, 29 Apr 2013 23:58:43 -0400

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Missed.

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 14:42:05 -0400

I miss the way you soothed the aching deep inside with the gentle strokes of your tongue and how you would fit into my curves with questioning fingers that found me
I miss the way you would fold me into your body then lift me onto your pulsating erectness sliding me down in bone on bone fusion, I would grind and twist my charms upon you driving you into a frenzied reaction where you took me savagely on all fours
I miss the sound of skin meeting skin as you thrust your every craving into my open honeyed flower the liquid sound of pleasure was intoxicatingyou made me cry for more all over your sinew banging a rhythmic beat into my body ,my walls would lock around your solid muscle squeezing out every drop of your elixir as your body shuddered with a groan of sweet satisfaction and I miss the way you let me kiss every inch of your love

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Sat, 22 Dec 2012 22:08:30 -0500

Apprehension

Sat, 22 Dec 2012 22:01:41 -0500

There is a mixture of truth
And false apprehension
Underneath your chin, a spot
Where my kisses would love to
Travel but passports have been
Confiscated with each attempt
To vacation there –

Visions of you having lunch upon my thigh,
Each bite interrupted by uncertainty
Played chess while I combed
Strands of bitterness upon my
Napkin of black knight savior.

Lust longs lifelike licks
Each dream playdoughs reality
As the day hits with rough knuckles
Your lips sink into my breathing space
Butterfly nets swing for our origin
I swing for our existence which is
On glasshouse life support
Beating like a dump truck landing on a rug.
Like the oldest child sneaking out again, the fear of being caught, but I will gladly take the punishment if caught .

The world told me that we aren’t supposed to happen but I placed her under my foot as if I have conquered mortality.

We will happen when the sky is too drunk to crack dawn in the face,
When earth cannot find the rest of her rings.

We play uncommon roles
The reason our love making is unscripted. If ever your feelings don’t match, leave me be , & let the story be unwritten.
-Joyla J.

Outloud.

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 21:49:40 -0400

Ever thought about suicide ? I have . I would never do it but the point is you never know a persons struggle. you never know what they struggle with inside. Just because a person may SEEM like they have it together dosent mean they feel like they do . If you love & care for someone dont let a day go by without letting them know, whether its just an encouraging text . a 5 min phone call . a friendly gesture, anything to let them know that they are worth something to YOU if nobody else . We all know we can talk to God anytime & hell listen but sometimes people need that physical reassurance . Let God live through you .

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Sun, 03 Jun 2012 20:47:01 -0400

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Sun, 03 Jun 2012 20:46:11 -0400

Moment

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 02:13:28 -0400

It was a moment in time where everything seemed possible,
A moment of sheer happiness tainted by yearning and wanting,
A moment where my body’s and my soul’s needs merged as one,
A single moment where I swore I could feel your soul surge through mine,
In that one moment I felt the need to tell the truth,
For that one flashing moment I felt no need to hide the intensity of what I felt,
The moment your lips touched mine I felt everything you felt,
Pure desire,
raw lust,
uninhibited pleasure,
Sensations buried inside you,
Bits and pieces of time I wish I could experience with you,
For that fleeting moment I wished I could break you,
Shatter you in to small pieces and build you into something I understood,
In that moment the few hours I’d known you didn’t seem to matter,
Time ceased to be linear and your kisses went on forever,
For a moment I closed my eyes and let your body talk to mine,
Your skin grazed mine and in my mind I heard a whisper,
Your anticipation shaped my fantasies,
Your hot breath on my naked skin painted pictures in my head,
For that one moment in time I was uninhibited,
I allowed myself to contemplate the possibility of complete satisfaction,
In my mind’s eye I saw your need match mine,
For that single moment my body was open to your…

The Blues.

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 02:11:03 -0400

Its funny how life hits you unexpectedly, one minute your high on life, living in fantasies & basking in your prime & youthful glory days & then BOOM life comes!

Losing loved ones in general is tough, whether they pass physically as in death or mentally as people change & your no longer have a bond anymore… slowly evaproate from your memory & the priceless moments you had together began to fade…

I write to sooth my soul… its a form of comfort… I don’t like to partake in pity parties;; I’m very opinionated & don’t like to indulge in formal fallacies!

I cannot begin to fathom how heavy my heart is BUT despite it’s current strong palpitations I still find humor somewhere, laughter seems to be a new form of crying for me, I cant remember the last time I cried whether it be rejoicing from happiness or just rejoicing even in my sadness because God did something that was for my good even though I couldn’t see it.

Recently I was joking with a friend of mine, & I mentioned that they “love me & then leave me”… not knowing that, that very phrase would be the story of my life for the time being…

How does one cope with a burden for a natural love of people & the people who mean the most to you actually “loves you & then leaves you” … Friends turn into foes;; loved ones dies & turns over to a higher power;; & some just turn into Houdini & all your left with are bittersweet memories & a head full of should have would have & could haves!

The bible tells me LOVE is God. I believe that statement & I receive that statement but if this is true I cant help but think was love enough? or if you confess you love God then you also believe that love is Him;; && if so how come say you love me;; && then leave me..

Make no mistake this is not a letter of a broken heart;; no girl meets guy, guy says hes loves her, she surrenders & then he leaves her only with her imagination, empty promises & a whole in her heart.. this is merely a confessional from the confines of my heart wondering why love doesn’t seem to love me…

To get a text saying “Hello! _____ passed lastnight, kind of puts you in a mood thats very hard to get out of ;;to have someone you once knew, sharing a bond with even if only for a little while pass under such short circumstances takes you into a whole nother realm of feelings…

To have a former best friend, a sister;; an irreplaceable bond;; ignore you for years only to come waltz back in your life, you accept them for who & what they have become : merely a shell of a person you once knew, strung out on cocaine;; marijuana sticks;; prescription pills;; && a sex demon living within their flesh being confused to what & who they wanna do & whether it should be with a woman or a man!

To have a former lover;; a best friend;; a confidant ;; Titulaire De Mon Coeur ;; to make you feel low & high all at the same time;; to make love feel so wrong & conflicted;; to play with emotions you never wanted to be there in the first place;; to make you cant stand the ground they walk on, to shield your heart from anything & everyone for fear of emotional attachments that you cant ever get back, to take what was once a possibility & turn it into just another fragment of my vivid imagination! Wondering how & why did you get here, how do you waste so many years on people that seem as if they could not give a rats about you..

Do you turn to your God;; THE God;; Jehovah;; Yah-Weh;; mend your severed relationship with Him & beg for mercy to fix what seems like a flesh eating bacteria stuck on your heart!!! but only to have me feeling as a hypocrite of the same things I just said that made my heart tick like a BOMB!?!! Love Him && then leave Him?!

I guess ill never know the answers to my questions;; the motives to maddness;; && the reasosns for these failed attempts of love…

I guess it’ll be a continuous cycle of “Loving em && leaving em” ;; I think its just one of those things that gives me THE BLUES!

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Tue, 28 Feb 2012 16:30:06 -0500

Wreckless Love.

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 18:31:48 -0500

WRECKLESS LOVE IS THAT IN LOVE STAGE
YOU BRING THEM IN AND WON’T LET EM GO ASTRAY
WRECKLESS LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE YOU IF YOU’RE RICH OR BROKE
WRECKLESS LOVE
ENDLESS LOVE
IT’LL LAST TIL GOD CALLS ALL HIS PPL ABOVE & BEYOND
THAT LOVE THAT DON’T PLAY YOU FOR A FOOL
THE LOVE THAT WILL TREAT HOW THEY SUPPOSE TO
THAT LOVE THAT WILL TELL YOU “YOU COME BEFORE ME”
BUT YOU KNOW IT DON’T MATTER CAUSE THAT LOVE IS REAL & DEEP
WRECKLESS LOVE THAT HOLDS YO CLOSE AS YOU SHED YA TEARS
THE LOVE THAT LISTENS TO YOU & DOESN’T DEGRADE YOU CUZ OF YA FEARS
I’M TALKIN ABOUT THAT WRECKLESS LOVE
AS IN NOTHING CAN STOP IT
I MEAN THAT LOVE THAT IS HARDER THAN THE CONCRETE
THAT LOVE HAVE YOU SO GONE TIME IS SOMETHIN YOU WISH YOU COULD KEEP
THAT WRECKLESS LOVE IS ONE HELL OF A DEAL
YOU’LL KNOW IT WHEN YOU GET THERE…

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Thu, 22 Dec 2011 00:03:05 -0500

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Thu, 22 Dec 2011 00:02:21 -0500

the-main-attraction: OMG CAN I PLEASE HAVE YOU.!!!? :’))

Thu, 15 Dec 2011 15:05:30 -0500

the-main-attraction:

OMG CAN I PLEASE HAVE YOU.!!!? :’))

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Thu, 15 Dec 2011 15:02:41 -0500

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Awww! I even made the aww face that came with the aww sound >.